lose or gain, its in your hands

The weekend was pretty much ruined this week, by me. But, I'm surprised I didn't lose anything; my bf is still around and on top of that, I have a job offer on the horizon...with many rewards. If anything, I should consider myself one lucky whiner. I hope I get it...I really do, cuz then maybe I would finally be able to prove myself to my family and let them know that their assumptions about me are wrong. And yeah, it would definitely boost my self-confidence, which is what I really need right now...The best rewards are the ones we gain from our own hard work and accomplishments isn't it. Anyho, this is a boring blog entry even for me, so til' later.